Gracias por una semana hermosa mi amor!

It is now 2:39 am and I am determent not to sleep tonight because I do not want to sleep alone.

Childish much? Sure. But I don’t care. I am taking a moment to be thankful and to look back to the fabulous week I had with my boyfriend in gorgeous Madrid.

For this post I think photos will speak more than the words ever could.

I hope you enjoy them lovelies.

Thanks for having me bebe!

The perfect man

I thought I had him,

Had him and let him go,

The truth is,

I haven't even met him yet,

so how could I know?

I could only imagine,

who he might be,

But will I ever meet him,

that we will see.

He sure is not a quitter,

that I know for sure,

I used to date one of those,

He is now in the past,

and past is right where he belongs.

He used to be kind,

But got lost on the way,

He used to know how to love,

Now he only loves his cash.

My man knows who he wants,

And That Who is Me,

he knows me and he cares,

no matter the challenges,

he is brave and he dares.

He cares to show me he's here for me,

He cares about me and it shows,

He is here when I need him,

What more can I ask for?

Money and success come easy to competent,

That's the fact that I know,

True Love is what you fight for

its something that you earn,

So once you have it....

Be thankful, take a risk,

cherish it,

and never let it go!

                                                                  

The Guard

     

   I promise. I did.

I tried real hard, to keep up my guard.

I am not sure how it happened so fast, or how long it will last.

I am not sure if you feel the same, or your just having fun

and playing the game.

I wasn't sure, so I tried to move on.

It didn't work, he lost and you won.

I didn't want to admit it, but I know its true,

he likes me and I like you.

Whenever you call or ring the door,

My heart beats fast and I like you even more.

I run to open and hug you real hard

and there it goes again, you broke my guard.

Love is not a game.

We both knew it would be impossible or hard, 

but we managed to loose our guard.

Every day together feels like a gift, 

we are happy and our minds often drift.

We forget about what reality brings,

 and our dreams yet again grow bigger wings.

With you time goes by so fast,

You make me happy, sadness is a matter of the past.

You repeat the same jokes, sometimes they are stupid,

I still laugh, guess I got hit by a cupid.

Meat or pasta, you really like my cooking,

above all you like the way I'm looking.

We talk for hours, its our favorite thing,

it triggered a warning , this thing is not just another fling.

I really enjoy listening to you speak,

you are so strong, and have a great physique.

The most important is that I feel protected, 

cared about and always well respected.

But than again reality comes knocking, 

love is not a GAME, 

with heartbreak there is no joking.

Ever since the day we met,

 I really feel safe and emotionally SET,

No matter what happends next,

 I wanna be your friend, there will be no regrets.

Just please don't play a truth or dare,

you know I have feelings for you, you know that I care.

Love is sometimes passionate and cruel, 

for some its a suffer, for some its a jewel.

There is no cheating, no bluff allowed, 

everyone finds their MATCH, the rule saids: speak the truth and stay proud.

But than again, love is a matter of heart,

cupid threw his erow, it shows love where to start.

H.N.S.

I remember...forbidden love...

"Feeling the past moving in

Letting a new day begin

Hold to the time that you know

You don't have to move on to let go

Remember turning on the the night

And moving through the morning light

Remember how it was with you

Remember how you pulled me through

Add to the memory you keep

Remember when you fall asleep

Hold to the love that you know

You don't have to give up to let go

......I remember...."

" I just wanted someone who will fight for me and never let me go."

A girl with a baggage moving on...

This morning I woke up with my new heels on. Looks like I am back to being  my old self again after a long time! 

I am taking some risks and moving on (in the full meaning of the word). Night before yesterday I went out again with this guy, who is so not good for me, but he is sucha freakin' adorable, artistic hottie with a great body that I can't make myself stop. We started kissing at this random place and two peeping weirdos were looking at us the whole time. 

     Thankfully I haven't been the first to notice them but he did and he was terrified...hahaha...I was dying laughing although I bet I wouldn't sleep for days if I saw their psycho faces myself. Hanging out with him is really fun, we are like some two rebellious teenagers getting in trouble all the time.

I really need a reality check asap ( Note to myself: DON'T fall for him).

 I have been trying to break into these peep toe high heel brown booties and I wore them all day yesterday while packing and cleaning the house all day. Mission completed. I hope they won't bother me next week while on business trip.

Lately I have been overloaded and haven't been in a blog writing mood. With all the emotional and other big changes in my life I couldn't get myself to start writing. 

    Today, some things are more clear and I am really excited :) If everything goes well I am moving into my new apartment this Friday . Cross your fingers for me so everything goes well!


I am dedicating this post to going back to my old self again, taking risks, following my heart and having fun while at it!

           ...and here are some marvelous editorials for inspiration....

Xoxo,

     La Kat

"You can do anything, you just have to dress for it".

~Edith Head~