Heaven is the place on Earth with you...

Sometimes you don't know if it's right, or if it will eventually totally break your heart,

You are hoping for it to last forever and your heart wishes this to be its last risky endeavor.

Sometimes there is that "what if" feeling and other options might seem as appealing,

While at the hardest moments deep down you know,

 where your heart is, that is where's your home.

 Work, money and things can give you instant-happiness feeling, 

but only real love can bring any life's pain to heeling,

and there are no safer holders, then the space in between loving men's two shoulders.

Your earthly heaven is a real place to be find, so trust your heart, it has the path defined. 

Long Distance Love

For more than two months now my boyfriend and I are forced to be in a long distance relationship. It is not easy, as you might imagine, but we are (read he is) handling it rather well. If we disregard the past four days which have been tragic, all in all I to managed the separation with minimal drama outbreaks (not counting PMS days).

Although I have never tried nor believed in maintaining a long distance relationship, when I met Ante, fell in love and we started planning our future together, the long distance period, which we knew it was coming seemed more like a puddle in the rain on our long walk to forever, where we knew we might get our shoes a bit wet, but they would dry before water would touch our feet.

Now, after stepping in the puddle I feel like I left home wearing my new purple suede Miu Miu flats forgetting all about the forecasted showers and I walked right through the middle of the puddle. I am actually standing in the middle of it right now. My flats are ruined, my feet are wet, I am staring at my feet and I can't move. Fucking rain.

While I am standing in the puddle, and staring at my ruined purple suede Miu Miu flats, I look up. Ante is holding my hand, standing on the edge of the puddle and smiling at me. He pulls me out of the puddle, tells me he loves me and promises we will go and get another pair of those purple flats.

We keep walking....and I realize...I would walk barefoot on the rain with him forever, as long as he would hold my hand.